Brilliant Sunshine

It's just me, thinking out loud

Over your games

on December 8, 2009

This isn’t exactly the perfect theme song for my life right now but for the lack of a better song (maybe because I’m not a music junk), I’m posting Katherine Mc Phee’s Over It.

 

OVER IT

I’m over your lies
And I’m over your games
I’m over you asking me
When you know
I’m not OK

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin’ me
I know
You’re not alone

Oh
And that’s why
Your eyes
I’m over it
Your smile
I’m over it
Realized
I’m over it
I’m over it
I’m over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I’m so over
I’m so
Moving on
And it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I’m so over
I’m so over it

I’m over your hands
And I’m over your mouth
Tryin’ to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh
And that’s why
Your world
I’m over it
So sure
I’m over it
I’m not your girl
I’m over it
I’m over it
I’m over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I’m so over
I’m so
Moving on
And it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I’m so over
So over it
I’m so over it

Woo-oh-oh

Don’t call
Don’t come by
Ain’t no use
Don’t ask me why
You’ll never change
There’ll be no more
Cryin’ in the rain

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-wo-wo

I’m so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I’m so over
I’m so
Moving on
And it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I’m so over
So over it
I’m so over it

I’m so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I’m so over
I’m so
Moving on
And it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I’m so over
So over it

It could be that I’m just convincing myself that I am over it but it could also be that I really am. The first one was too fast, too fast that I was deprived even just the mere chance to feel the hurt and lick my wounds, I moved on right then and there. The second time was the most painful, I kept my hopes high, it took me so long to get over it. When there was an imminent danger that there will be a third wave, I promised myself not to fall into the trap once again. I can’t measure how well I did on that promise, there is no gauge available for such. All I know is, I used my better judgment this time. I’m so over your games.

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