Brilliant Sunshine

It's just me, thinking out loud

Products of Boredom

on May 30, 2009

My mobile internet connection is so crappy up until today, that’s why I wasn’t able to update my facebook account, thank God it’s weekend so I can use my reliable internet connection at home. Since I was so bored with my hour and a half travel from office to home I need to find something to cure my boredom, so here are the stuffs I’ve written while travelling:

Will you please be afraid? Even just once… Be afraid to lose me…

 

Don’t give room for failures. They might occupy it and eventually consume you. The most you can do now is pray, give all your trust to the Lord but don’t forget to also believe in yourself, for if you won’t, no one else will.

 

The heavens are crying with me tonight as I become honest to myself, that I’m crying because I terribly miss you.

 

Everytime i see you, your eyes are looking at the farthest distance…

Maybe it’s the reason why you don’t see me…

Should I create some? so that maybe…

You can finally see me…

 

I don’t know if I still truly love you or I’m just used to love you…

I’m confused but only one thing is for sure…

You will always be special…

 

(The next one’s really funny, I wrote this more than half a year ago)

I’m an auditor, I maintain independence and objectivity.

So, if I say that you don’t look good together it’s not because I’m bitter…

It’s because it’s the truth 🙂

 

I really wonder what’s in you that you have this power over me?

I barely know you, we’re not even friends…

But the first time I saw you…

There’s a magic that no amount of words can describe.

 

I used to believe in destiny…

That the universe conspired to build a bridge from me to you…

I believed that we are destined to be together…

But now that you chose a life away from me…

Should I still believe?

Maybe no ’cause we’re not meant to be together, or

Maybe yes ’cause we’re destined to be apart…

 

What are the chances that we can still meet? That we can still be together? I guess the only hope that I can hold on to is that our sun and moon shines in the same sky.

 

Destiny was finding you…to be with you is another…

 

I let you walk into my life, thinking you’ll make it complete…

But it turned out that you took away everything I have…

 

I once thought you were all I have… I was afraid to let you go… But now that I don’t have you anymore…

I have regained everything that I lost while I was with you…

 

I was able to live each day of my life until the day I met you. Then, I always wanted to be with you. Now, I can’t live without you. Maybe, for some it’s an overstatement, a stupid exaggeration…Maybe yes, I can still live even without you but life won’t have any sense at all.

 

Where do we really live? In a world we can physically touch…

Or in a world we imagine…

You are a part of my reality and my dream but there isn’t really much of a difference at all…

‘Cause either way I can’t touch you…

 

Nobody has a perfect past for nobody led a perfect life, so the moment you decided to accept a person that includes the imperfections of his past.

 

Leagues does exist… that’s why there is love to defy its boundaries.

 

We all belong to different leagues but it doesn’t mean we can’t cross the line to be with someone at the other side.

 

We can’t run away from who we are but that doesn’t mean we can’t be who we want to be and be with someone who will give meaning to who we are.

 

I never had my heart broken over not getting something that I want… you’re my first heartbreak.

I don’t know how I was able to come up with all these, I don’t know where I drew my inspirations from but at least I was able to do something worth doing to bear with the annoyance and discomforts of commuting.

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